3 Years Ago

3 years ago today Christine was born.  It was the most heartbreaking day of our lives.  Something a pregnant woman never expects to happen to them.  I can't explain what it feels like to carry a baby, give birth to a baby and hold a baby in your arms that you have to hand over and never see again.  I don't know how I even survived it.  But I did.

What I learned from her is that everything is out of our control and that life can change in a second.  That nothing is more important than your here and now. I want to say how grateful I am that it has made me stronger, made my relationship with Tim stronger and made me appreciate motherhood in a way I never would have otherwise.  

Today, January 10th, will always be a significant day.  But really, we think of her every single day and are reminded of how blessed we are.